Sui's Blog

I'd buy a whole bookstore

2012-01-31T15:36:00.001+08:00

There are so many good books I found at popular. I've been thinking of buying a few and giving it to some people... Books that are somehow related to them. :)

I've just finished reading 'Dear John' by Nicholas Sparks. I think that I might have watched the movie but strangely I don't remember. Anyway, its impossible to finish the book without tearing up.

There is another book by him - if I remember correctly its called 'A walk to remember'.

On another note, I just finished another letter. Kaeri, don't hate me. =D

- ♥ Sui

Such a nail-biting, leg aching weekend :)

2012-01-22T01:53:00.001+08:00

Friday
Surveying for a popular supermarket at Commonwealth. Didn't go too well, I was extremely slow :(

Saturday
(Ang Mo Kio, Elias Mall, Mcnair, Pasir Ris)
Fruitful events happened. Let's just say I won't patronize one of the places above, ever.

I was there under the hot hot sun, doing 7 surveys for this popular supermarket. You know, the basic come-to-the-person-and-ask-whether-they-have-time concept surveyors usually adopt. I wasn't stalking, harassing, or forcing the customers of that supermarket to do my survey.

I was done with my 4th survey when this 40-something (or maybe older) man started to take a photo of me and my team members surveying. I was discussing with one of my team member on the fact that he had no right to take my photo without telling us WHYTHEFUCK, so as we were discussing, the man came up to us and started this mini-lecture. He started telling us that what we're doing is wrong, since yeah, we may have contacted the supermarket manager, but we didn't contact the management of the place. Most of the time he was talking to me, since I was the same race (my guess), or I'm shorter or whatever. He then gave us 3 scenarios, to better make us understand the concept. One of the scenario is this:

"If I were to come to your school, and run a survey, would I have to contact your dean first?"

So most of the time, I was nodding away agree-ing, when inside i'm raging full blast because one, he took a photo of me and my team members. Second, he's lecturing me. Third, I don't even know who this person is. And fourthly, I'm restricted to say something that's logical back to him, because i'm freaking wearing my SP tee. My team member who was beside me, was trying his best to stand as straight as possible and look down at the person. Which I must say, worked.

So after a while he left, and we continued surveying. (YAY.) Then he came back while i'm not around and told my team member that we can continue.

LIKE WHAT ZE FUCK.

Sorry mister, I may look weak and easy to bully, but unfortunately for you, I have a steel mind that's kinda hard to break.

And I don't appreciate someone talking down to me, no matter what your managerial position is.

I just think that instead of being a stomper, where everything you see has to either be photographed or videoed, be a person and face the music. Don't use the backup of technology. Don't be a youtube commentor with the 24/7 job of flaming the video uploaded/the person/the topic.

- ♥ Sui

Hey!

2012-01-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

Hi there, can you gather these people:
murderers, rapists, drug addicts, the inconsiderate smokers, idiots and the bully's, and line them up so I can shoot them down?
Oh yeah, 10000 bullets would be nice.

Thanks.

- ♥ Sui

Think simple.

2012-01-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

- ♥ Sui

2012-01-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

I dislike it when I say something then their reply is exactly what I said but with the word 'too'. You know what feels like to me? It feels like meeting someone new and saying hi.

For example.

A girl tells a boy that she misses him. The boy replies, I miss you too. Even though at that moment he doesn't feel that way. He could have said, "I know."

Above is just a general statement. Not related to me, in any way.

- ♥ Sui

Patience

2012-01-14T20:22:00.001+08:00

You know, for someone who seems like a loner...

I can't wait to meet someone that I can totally trust 5mins into the conversation. To find that we're on the same wavelength is an added bonus.

Till then, i'll wait patiently.
I'll try hard to forget why i've been friendless for so long.

Sometimes I wish I was a robot, to be able to think rationally,
logically, while being drowned in emotions.
Emotions, which I think is my weakness.

- ♥ Sui

2012-01-14T19:17:00.002+08:00

When I asked him, where is your heart, he replied, my heart is free. Which is sad because my heart is with him.

So he now has TWO hearts.

Selfish.
But I still love him.

Ah another thing!
There's a phrase people use to describe someone they love deeply, when they're gone. I remembered it a second before I typed this. But anyway, I figured why that phrase is not used often is because if you're with the person for so long and didn't have an affair with anyone else THAT long (or liking other people), then that is true love. I think. The one and only.

Yeah okay i'm starting to sound...gross.

- ♥ Sui

-

2012-01-14T19:04:00.001+08:00

I always fall off when someone piggybacks me, its like my mind gets blocked for a moment and I think of where my legs should go before I slip off -_-

I should probably Google, 'how to piggyback correctly'.

On a personal note, I won't stop searching for that someone.

- ♥ Sui

Loyalties

2012-01-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

I've thought about the different levels of loyalty a person could give as a friend, and in order, this is the best for me. (Most loyal to the least loyal.)

Virgo
Cancer
Libra
Gemini
Capricorn
Leo
Aries
Aquarius
Scorpio
Sagittarius

- ♥ Sui

The best part...

2012-01-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

The best words to hear - when someone tells you that in his life, he has only 3 people and you're one of them. It's an honor.

- ♥ Sui

2012-01-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

The
tiny
IMPERFECTIONS
that make

YOU
oh so,
perfect. :3

- ♥ Sui

IU

2012-01-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

I don't think IU will ever lip-sing. Unless maybe she's really tired o_o

- ♥ Sui

Blind Rejection

2011-12-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, you may meet people that you just wanna give the whole world to, but they rejected it, and you feel sad not because of the rejection, but because they failed to see your sincerity.

- ♥ Sui

One Twenty Two

2011-12-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

1) Are you ready for the 122 questions: Yes, geared and ready! 1 2 3 Go!
2) Was your last relationship a mistake: There wasn't any last relationship
3) Do you miss your last relationship: ^
4) Who did you last say "Iloveyou" to: My cat
5) Do you regret it: Uhh kinda. It just gave me the bored expression. For a stray cat, its very rude.
6) Have you ever been depressed: Yeah. Still am?
7) Are you a boy or girl: Girl
8) Are you insecure: Duh, everyone gets it sometime
9) What is your relationship status: Hiatus, but we (no, I) want some physical intimacy
10) How do you want to die: Of natural causes
11) What did you last eat: Rice with steamed fish, coffee chicken, cold tofu and some more glorious food
12) Have you played any sports: Nah
13) Do you bite your nails: Nope
14) When was your last physical fight: Back in primary six
15) Do you have an attitude: When the time calls for it
16) Do you like someone: Taeyang included?
17) What is your real name: I hate my real name, wanna change it but never got to changing it.
18) Have you ever read a book: Of course
19) Are you gonna get high later: Nah
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment: I hate everybody at the moment
21) Do you miss someone: For what?
22) Twirl or cut your spagetti: Its spaghetti.
23) Bad habits: I never tidy my bed.
24) Hobby: None
25) How exactly are you feeling: A bit pissed, a bit happy, mostly bored.
26) Ever eaten food in a train/bus: Who hasn't -.-"
27) Were you stalked by anyone: Oh thank you God that i'm not pretty or rich enough.
28) Would you take any of your exes back: Don't have any to take back. If I did, I wouldn't want them back.
29) Greatest fears: Beetles.
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance: yes. definitely.
31) Do you regret anything from your past: ^
32) What are your plans for this weekend: enjoy the most of it before school starts.
33) Do you want to have kids: definitely. they will be trained to become robots.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M name: Oh how did you know?!
35) Do you type fast: Somewhat.
36) Do you have piercings: Used to. aha
37) Want anymore: Maybe. It was cool then, now, not so cool.
38) Can you spell well: Yesh.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past: Nope. They died, why would I miss them?
40) What are you craving right now: Birthday cake.
41) Can you live without your bestfriends: Bestfriend, yeah.
42) Ever been kissed: Without warning.
43) Have you ever been on a horse: Nope, but wish to!
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck: Err, no.
45) Have you ever broken someones heart: Oh yeah, a whole lot ^^
46) Have you ever been cheated on: Nope
47) Have you ever made a friend cry: Nope. Well yeah once, but she was a good actor.
48) Are you thinking of someone right now: Nope.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them: Of course! But the culture here says its not right. ==
50) What should you be doing: Sleeping. But I ain't sleepy.
51) What's irritating you right now: That I have to eat the birthday cake tmr.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts: Oh yeah. I hated myself so much too.
53) Does somebody love you: Idk, does he? lol
54) What is your favorite color: green
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a car: yes
56) Milk chocolate or white chocolate: white
57) Do you have trust issues: definitely, my trust lvl is (no, HAS) to be 100% to someone before anyth happens
58) Bestfriend name: Kaeri
59) 2nd bestfriend name: Yuuka
60) 3rd bestfriend name: Dude srsly.
61) Best schoolmate name: -
62) 2nd best schoolmate name: -
63) 3rd best schoolmate name: -
64) Best classmate name: -
65) 2nd best classmate name: -
66) 3rd best classmate: -
67) Longest relationship: Ask kaeri dante
68) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you: Don't have any
69) Who was the last person you cried in front of: No one
70) Do you give out second chances too easily: Not ever
71) Is it easier to forgive or forget: Neither
72) Is this year the best year of your life: Nope
73) What was your childhood nickname: don't have any
74) Have you ever walked outside completley naked: And be stomped? are you insane?
75) Favorite food: err. hmm. none
76) Do you believe everything happens for a reason: yeah.
77) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night: texted kaeri
78) Did you dream last night: who doesn't?
79) What is bothering you: whether I could level up my character in Maple. ==
80) Have you ever been out of state: Yea, and i wish i can stay out of state
81) Are friends important to you: Depends on the type of friend
82) Are you listening to music right now: Yeah
83) Do you like chinese food: Chinese muslim food is fine
84) Who are you texting right now: No one
85) Are you afraid of the dark: Not as much
86) Is cheating ever okay: In tests? No. In life, also no.
87) Are you mean: If the need calls for it -- if ppl are mean to me, then I can be mean.
88) Can you keep white shoes clean: No.
89) What year has been your best: When I was in my mum's womb
90) Do you believe in true God: Of course, without religion I am a floating leaf
91) Favorite weather: After rain, when its drizzling
92) Do you like the snow: No
93) Does it snow a lot where you live: No, unfortunately i'm in sunny singapore
94) Do you like the outside: if its dust free, yeah.
95) Are you currently bored: definitely, if not i wouldn't do this
96) Do you wanna get married: Yeah, but marriage is hard stuff. relationship is already hard for me to maintain.
97) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby: boy? No. Girl? yeah.
98)Are you hungry: No, so don't make me.
99) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight a half hour straight: hell yeah.
100) What makes you happy: Making out with my bf. and eating. and laughing with him.
101) Would you change your name: I answered this.
102) Do you feel lonely: No, but I am always looking for something more
103) Are you always alone: Mostly yeah, cuz I'm more comfortable being alone. Not a loner.
104) Do you watch the news: Can't be bothered with SMRT.
105) What's your zodiac sign: Virgo
106) Do you like subway: I rather the aeroplane
107) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed: No, depends on whether the person wants to
108) Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do: Go with it
109) Do you talk like your friends: ??
110) Why did you decide to do this quiz: Bored
111) Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them: Yeah, at times
112) Do you've a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around: My bf, duh
113) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?: My dad LOL
114) Do you feel good: I feel good neh neh neh neh neh neh neh
115) Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with: None, deep conversation gives me headaches
116) Favorite lyrics right now: I need a boy
117) Are birthdays important to you: Definitely, i have to complete my task of choosing the cakes everytime
118) What are your weaknesses: People. I hate myself when I don't understand People.
119) Do you believe in miracles: Well I believe in God. and He is the creator of miracles
120) Somebody you cannot forget no matter how hard you try: Ahah. secret.
121) Do you believe in BFFs?: Nah. tried it. Never worked. Circumstances bring out BFFs only.
122) How do you feel after finishing these questions: Joyed.

- ♥ Sui

Stereo beats

2011-12-19T07:48:00.000+08:00

Stereotype 1:
Women are talkative.

No,t all. I'm very quiet except around people I know well. Not because i'm shy, but because I wish to observe people to see which could trust - somewhat.

Stereotype 2:
Women are shy.

Didn't I just say i'm not shy?

Stereotype 3:
Women are bad at mathematics.

Well, yeah true. But I have friends who aren't. In fact, they love the subject.

- ♥ Sui

Finally

2011-12-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

Finally I see a little respect for my generosity. Will continue posting later on about my melancholic and p-something side.

- ♥ Sui

Bubble bubble bubble pop

2011-12-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Love is like a balloon, it will fly away if its not held tightly.

- ♥ Sui

The sweetest piece of truth

2011-12-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

My bestfriend told me, "I think Sui is very valuable as a person and its a lot of people's loss cuz they dunno Sui."

That, basically says alot about me.

Outing on Christmas Eve with Kaeri and Ray! Can't wait. :)))

I didn't buy any book for Yuyu cuz I couldn't find anything appropriate for her. And was to lazy too wrap the chocolates individually for 20 people in class... Meh. But I've finished my pressie for Kaeri, and the sweets for Ray can be bought on the day itself.

Oh and I didn't go dance off today. Didn't feel like it. But i'm going to be at Kallang theatre on sunday, wherever that is - to watch my friend perform. Hope I won't get lost :/

4 days till our 3rd yr anniversary... darling, I hope nothing bad happens these few days.

- ♥ Sui

Artfriends

2011-12-08T21:29:00.002+08:00

I took a short detour to Buona Vista after my MIR paper, and boy I felt like a small kid who didn't know disneyland existed.

- ♥ Sui

2011-12-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

The best thing that happens when my period comes and its the first day?
Lesser food will be consumed. I will be rolling over because of the pain that I can't conjure an appetite to eat a full meal.

The worst thing that happens when my period comes and its the first day?
Period cramps. And the fact that I will be paralyzed, on my bed, probably comatose, until I can sit up and walk without looking like notre dame.

- ♥ Sui

And we listen to the radio

2011-12-07T02:52:00.004+08:00

Feel like listening to something but the list of songs you already have are boring you out? You're welcomed to listen to my playlist (beware: mostly korean songs) I'll try to keep the Mr.DJ player on every time i'm using the computer - which is most of the time. http://now.in/radio/ctysuistar

Back to studying! But first - coffee.

Till then,
xoxo

- ♥ Sui

You're some kind of special

2011-12-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

Pictures speaks a thousand words - literally.

My Christmas list
- A single wrapped ferrero rocher chocolate with their name for the whole class
- Something special (and fragile) for Kaeri
- A book for Yu Yu.. something that reflects how strong she's been..
- Sweets for Ray Ray
- Whoever else that I feel like giving something to...lol (probably some from dance off... only those that had a positive effect on me)

- ♥ Sui

Impossible?

2011-12-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Question
Do you believe a boy and girl can be JUST friends? Without any romantic feelings whatsoever?

Answers

"Of course it can happen, I just think that if they are best friends or really close or whatever one usually ends up having feelings for the other or they both end up having feelings for each other." - marchingbandftw

"Yes! It can work ^^ Hmm just make sure you guys don't fall for each other okay already.. can talk about almost anything. See, if you want to find one he really needs to be worth as one. There'll be that point in time that u realise a normal guy friend could be worth so much more." - N.A.E

"Its possible but still it depends on how you both draw the line. It's not hard at all.. all you have to do is to tune your mindset to just friends. The best way to be close friends is to be brother and sister... that's the best." - HJ

What's your take on this?
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I really wanna touch you hug you kiss you right now so badly but you're so far away!!! Kaeri.... :(

- ♥ Sui

best friend

2011-12-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

How is it possible that after meeting whatever people i've met, I don't even have a best friend of the opposite gender? Is it truly impossible for a female and a male to be best friends?

Oh and of course, not fall in love.

- ♥ Sui

Ashleyslips

2011-12-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

I do respect that people will always have something to say. I know everyone has their own opinion, but its rude to do that.

These dimwits take their time and effort to type in something rubbish to bring you down but it doesn't make you a better person..
Its just gonna cause u some karma,
Remember karma's a bitch.
- Ashleyslips

Thanks Kaeri for carrying me today :D

- ♥ Sui

Lacking on the exercise...hmph

2011-12-01T13:37:00.004+08:00

I really need to find my skipping rope.

On the other hand, i'll like to share one of my experiences which caught me in a truly sensitive position.

I was invited to a wedding somewhere in Johor, so by the time I reached there it was around 2pm. Did the usual things, and finally I got to see the bride, waiting patiently for her soon to be husband on a nicely decorated raised platform. Studied her face, her eyes, and without knowing, there were tears falling down my cheeks. I caught myself before more tears fell and my sisters and mum noticed. To myself I was thinking, what the hell? The bride wasn't that close to me, but there I was crying. Sensitive much?

And Kaeri told me I had special powers today - like in the way the movie 'The Secret' tells you that if you want something really badly, continue saying it e.g. 'I want to be rich' repeatedly and you'll be rich. Except for my case, I don't even need to say it out - because the emotional bond you have with someone is bound to create something between both.

- ♥ Sui

Words

2011-11-29T11:31:00.002+08:00

My beloved IU won two awards for Mnet Asia Music Awards (in short, MAMA)... So who cares that her popularity is decreasing in korea? I still love her :3

- ♥ Sui

Men & Women

2011-11-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

- ♥ Sui

Dream High & Breaking Dawn

2011-11-24T23:12:00.005+08:00

Dream High is going to be released on January the 30th. Can't wait. Four artists have been announced and one of them is from Sistar. Hmm how well will that go?

Well I went to watch breaking dawn the day after it's released. Its a fantastic fairytale. I can't believe that I actually cried. At different parts of the movie, I could feel myself in Bella's shoes. Jacob is still hot. Can't wait for part 2, which I'm guessing that I have to watch alone again. There's this phrase that goes, whoever you are friends with reflects who you are - well I don't have throngs of friends, so no one is like me, yeah?

Then I went to scape, met Haru, did my usual stuff of recording dancers and went home. When I went online and told Haru it was me he met (cuz I didn't introduce myself, properly) he had a freaking funny reaction, full of exclamation marks and ohmygods. That didn't go too well, I think.

Oh ya, Haru was in this suria show called 'Makcik Kaypop'.. hmm so funny.

- ♥ Sui

This video made my day

2011-11-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Scroll forward to 0:56 ♥ IU's laughter never fails to make me laugh~

- ♥ Sui

All is well

2011-11-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

We've finally come to a consensus that every time I'm seeing red, we'll stay away from each other. That's basically it.

Does anyone wanna watch breaking dawn with me?

- ♥ Sui

I got your back

2011-11-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

- ♥ Sui

I am strong. yeah I am.

2011-11-15T12:10:00.001+08:00

One thing I learnt from my mum is that when your partner does something incredibly stupid, do not be angry. Instead, be strong, rein your emotions in and accept that they are stupid. Males aren't everything.

- ♥ Sui

be mine.

2011-11-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

I want to be selfish.
I just want you to be mine and no one elses.

- ♥ Sui

How do good ideas form?

2011-11-01T12:10:00.002+08:00

10% Research.
10% Editing.
80% Copy.

- ♥ Sui

너라고

2011-10-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

I have learned to give, not because I have too much, but because I know the feeling of not having.

- ♥ Sui

Stumble and Fall

2011-10-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

We need to be wrong to learn what's right and we have to stumble and fall to know how to stand and fight.

- ♥ Sui

It doesn't last 3 years only

2011-10-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

To remain in love for a lifetime, therapists advise couples to:

Listen actively to your partner
Ask questions
Give answers
Appreciate
Stay attractive
Grow intellectually
Include your partner
Give him/her privacy
Be honest and trustworthy
Tell your mate what you need
Accept his/her shortcomings
Give respect
Never threaten to leave
Say "no" to adultery
Don't assume the relationship will last forever
Cultivate variety

- ♥ Sui

Robots.

2011-10-20T15:31:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I feel like shouting out "HIIII!!! I'M DIFFERENT!!" in a bustling crowd at FC6 during lunch. Feels so unnatural to be indifferent.

Happy Early Halloween...

*updated the list*

- ♥ Sui

Little Red Girl

2011-10-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

She had 11 stalks of fresh roses, tinted black. Only the 12th red rose is saved for someone special. At the side she stood as the audience was intrigued by him. One by one a rose was given at random to the chosen ones in the crowd. When it was time for the last and final rose, red the color of blood, she knelt in front of him and held it out. Tied to the rose stalk was the words, "Did you smile today?"

Stuffs I need for Halloween: (Bold - done)

Black Pointed Hat
Revolt card (waiting for Kaeri...)
White Dress
Black and white knee high stockings
White heels
Face paint
Eyeliner
~~Star Wand~~
Landyard

- ♥ Sui

Pumpkin Pie

2011-10-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

A white star around her right eye
She twirls around town with a glimmer to her smile
With blinking strands in her hair
She never fails to fascinate and make you wonder
Who is the girl with the pointed hat?
Will I ever become as captivating as that?
Is she a witch, or an angel?

- ♥ Sui

Romantic Moments - Love it

2011-10-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

Girl: Let's just break up.
Boy: Okay then, I'll just go back to my ex...
Girl: Wow you are an idiot. We're totally over!

Next Day...

Boy: I still love you :(
Girl: Thought we broke up? And you said you'd go back to your ex right?
Boy: Exactly, I'm coming back to you ♥

- ♥ Sui

Mr Right Vs Mr Wrong

2011-10-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

- ♥ Sui

Sumo Wrestler

2011-10-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

I have just woken up from a dream about a huge Sumo wrestler, the size and height of a 2 storey house. The dream went like this. The Sumo wrestler (whose name is David) is the chief of this little village. Townspeople were constantly offering him food and keeping him happy. However one day, David got all pms-y and started raging around town smashing buildings and people who dared to stop him. The village warriors tried their best to hinder him with their swordsmanship, but to no avail. I played the wife of someone and I had a little girl. I was guiding her on her homework when chaos erupted. Quickly I rushed around the house grabbing necessary items, at the same time giving my daughter a piece of food. Then I rushed out of my house (I think I was living in the same building as the chief) and were stopped by anti-chief people. Still I managed to run away before David who managed to climb onto a building bigger than his residence, squashed all the people inside with a front flip. Which he did and then toppled to the side.

- ♥ Sui

Who I am

2011-10-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

I am born to be heartless.

- ♥ Sui

Sharp eyes

2011-10-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

Find the cat.

I found it within two minutes.

- ♥ Sui

Kina Grannis

2011-09-30T12:36:00.003+08:00

My favorite comment on Kina Grannis;

Okay, this is really bugging me, she plays guitar and ukulele like a boss. She sings like a goddamn siren, (check Greek mythology of more information) and she looks like Aphrodite... there must be something wrong with her, seriously. This isn't fair on the rest of us. :(
By rayonator500
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRl6idv9Dt8&feature=relmfu)

- ♥ Sui

People

2011-09-29T17:41:00.000+08:00

- ♥ Sui

Go on without me

2011-09-29T02:36:00.000+08:00

- ♥ Sui

Hugs

2011-09-28T10:28:00.000+08:00

A hug feels better when its warm.

- ♥ Sui